You use to go to all your classes. Do all your work. Be nice to everybody. Ever since you started hanging out with those people, you changed. You skip classes. You don’t give a crap about homework. You’re a total bitch to everyone. I don’t even know who you are anymore. I never see you in class. You’re failing, step by step. It’s like you don’t realize how it’s going to impact your future. You’re going to have a hard, difficult life if you don’t get your act together now. Don’t rely on people to do things for you because they’re not always going to be there for you. You need to grow up and do thing for yourself. For your future. But the way I see it, you’re not going to have much of a future.

I’ve been antisocial lately. I never want to hang out anymore. I don’t like talking to people. I find everyone annoying. All I want to do is stay home and sleep. Is it because I’ve been lacking sleep lately? I’ve been eating and sleeping all day long. I feel like a snorlax. It feels nice to eat and sleep though. It takes less effort and strength to go out and do something. I’m such a lazy person or I hate everyone that much.

What an adventure today. I woke up early because I had the Academic Breakfast at 7 today. I went there around 6:50 and ended up getting a job as a greeter for awhile. It was nice because the other greeter was so bright and cheery and everyone attending the breakfast was nice too. After that, I went in and got my seat and they started the ceremony. First, we did the introductions and then they were calling people up to get their certificate and whatever. I had to leave in the middle because I had a field trip to attend. There was no school bus so we had to all take the metro. We ran after the bus twice because we were about to miss it. Such a rush. It took 2 hours on the bus there and back. The museum was pretty interesting and creepy. The assignment that was required to do was a butt. I wrote one page front and back and others wrote like just one side. Why did I write so much?! We came back around 2 and then I went over to the pho shop because I was starting to work there. Today, I had my training and it was pretty difficult. You have to remember so many stuff and I messed up a lot. I’m a bad waitress. I’m still learning though and it was fun. Now, I’m pooped and hungry.  

you don’t deserve a guy whose gonna cause you trouble. It’s not worth being hurt over and over again for. He needs to learn to trust you and not be on your grill 24/7. If he’s worried about you running off with some other guy then where’s the trust in the relationship? You need to assure him that you’re all his and his only. Then tell that nigga to give you space. If his ex is bugging you then there’s a problem. You really have to think about if it’s worth it or not because you’re getting hurt too much and it hurts me to see that. 

9 hours of tennis. 3 matches. I have blisters on my foot. I’m exhausted. It’s good to be home. My eyes are red. 

I’m a happy child.